ただいま!난 지금 집에 있어. 我今天回家了.
1. What did you do on Monday? Korean final and then went back to the dorm to finish my essay
1. What did you do on Tuesday? Rewrote 2 paragraphs of my essay and had a pizza party
1. What did you do on Wednesday? Edited my essay with Jason for 10 hours
1. What did you do on Thursday? Studied timeline terms, edited my essay, and took my cluster final
1. What are you going to do today? Flew home
A finals week of a 1st year UCLA student. But really, I wonder if that’s much different than the weeks of other students. Dudee, I’m so tired though I just want to sleep. I haven’t been sleeping much at all this past week and I don’t know why. I’ve become a really light sleeper for some reason, and of course I didn’t alter my habits of sleeping really late either. This drama I’m watching is making me really tired too, I don’t know why. I mean, I know it’s not that interesting and movies make me tired, but usually I don’t get this tired as long as I’m in front of the computer, especially this early into the night.
I don’t know how it feels to be home. The same, I guesss. Nothing all that special, I don’t know. I don’t want to drive around though. I don’t really want to drive at all – how annoying. And it’s annoying because people will expect me to drive 근데 시도, したなくない. I don’t know. I was talking about this to the guy I met on the plane, but I feel like after your first year in college, you really just hang out with the people from before who you actually want to keep in touch with. Right now, everyone is all excited to be back home from college and is trying to organize this and that and get together, and I feel like I’ve skipped that step, or like I just never really had any desire to be in that place. So I’m sitting here watching everyone organizing get togethers and honestly thinking to myself, “Why are these people contacting me? It’s not like we were even really that great friends.” I don’t know. I guess I never really saw the point in making an effort for people who, ultimately, don’t even really matter. Ouch, but whatever.
It feels so lame but all I really want to do is sleep x_x;; 아이구 아이구~ 나 간다. 잘자~~~ お休み~
(Should I concentrate in Korea or Japan? I really don’t know what to do anymore.)